Nothingness state of mind

※今年からボキャブラリーを欄外に記入することにしました。

Dear Readers,

I have coughed every kind of cough. Big coughs, small coughs, loud coughs, quite coughs and every kind of cough in between. I have reached the pinnacle of my coughing abilities, but between coughs I have learned the beauty of silence.

Cut to the end of 2018, on the train a woman next to me had a cough so I had a bad feeling and left the seat. Unfortunately I have had a cough for two weeks. I can’t get rid of this cough and I keep blowing my nose. But I didn’t feel groggy. I'm usually healthy so is there a spiritual meaning. I began to listen to my mind.

As I continue coughing I am outputting everyday and I have begun to feel that I have nothing in my mind. The things I experienced have gone. I have no expectations and don’t get anxious for my future.

This is nothingness state of mind! My zero point. From which I can do anything, be another person. Reborn. Resurrected. Every masterpiece begins with a blank canvas. 

★words 

pinnacle :頂点  feel groggy: だるい

cut to： 映画のシーンのように、急に次のシーンに入る感じのときに使える言葉。

resurrect：　キリストに使われる「復活する」

・・・state of mind ：・・・の境地

have no expectations ：期待しない 　get anxious :不安になる